how blue i am......

whenever i think about you
i realize how blue i am without youwhen i want you to be around me
there is no place where i find you
i want to let you know
that you dont know how i feel
when you just turn your back and go
you dont know how i feel
when you ignore me
and the attitude you show me
then when you come to me
like nothing has happened
but then it is too late
coz i am filled with the pain and anger
i wish to tell you all that i went through
but i can
coz usually i make stupid decisions when i am mad
so i try to hide my tears and broken heart
and try to pretend that we are still friends